This is crap

I am not going to blog about weight loss.  Trying to lose weight sucks so why would I spend time lamenting about it?

I did learn to make cake balls - wonderful, delicious cake balls.  I have requests for them all the time.  They look professionally done - absolutely beautiful.  I do cake pops, too, in various styles and shapes... santas, christmas trees, pirates, etc.  really cute, too.

so basically, my life is exactly the same as two years ago.... except everyone is two years older.  sigh.  life goes by far too fast.

January 1, 2012 - Day 1

Here I am again, trying to lose weight. Right now, this morning, I weighed in at 150. Can't exercise yet - due to my back injury - and I feel like a fat sluggish pudgy pie.

So I am changing the baking blog to a weight loss blog. Starting today - right here, right now.

I am giving myself one year, 365 days, to lose 50 lbs, and get down to where I should be.

Starting today. I weighed in, and I am going to use Fitbit again, and Weight Watchers.

And I am vowing not to cheat - to stick this out - to be healthier and happier.

I need to become disciplined; something I was never very good at. But I do not have any choice... I need to do this.